a lil sugar + huney

he’s a toatally a changed person nw..i 1 d old hym whom he was wen we first gt 2 noe n b in a r/s..hu is he ryte nw make me feel more scary…i donoe wether is he d person im loving ryte nw..he used 2 jln tgn at girls..will he eva jln tgn at me?im feeling scared ryte nw..he used 2 kol me evridae n tok 2 me..bt ryte nw he doesnt even bother 2 do it…doesnt even msg me..i noe he’s nt using ani hp ryte nw bt atleast pls..msg me using sam1 else..isit so hard 2 do…i cried..does he even noe dt..guess dis r/s is drifting..i lurf hym bt how long more must i b in dis situation where ho doesnt even bother 2 kol msg n even a changed person nw..tell me wt 2 do..he still cn go out n mit his frens bt doesnt even bother 2 kol or msg me…nw he even sit further den me..he used 2 hold ma hands n hug me bt nt animore…he used 2 manje2 wif me..bt nt animore..i noe imma pampered girl n he 1 me 2 changed..dun wurrie abt me changing coz i’ll changed 2 b a gd 1..bt eu…eu r totally a changed person..n i feel lyke i didnt noe eu at ol..i juz 1 d old eu…d 1 hu is manje n everitink..mayb eu’ve changed…myb ur heart changed 2…tyme will tell… =( *crying*


i mish eu abyy…i noe dis few daes i’ve paranoid!n nt being maself..sorie fer raising ma voice 2 eu..didnt meant it though!!!rili mish eu so much abyy….


i touch a fake penis 2dae!!!imma nurse 2 b!!i learned hw 2 clean d private part…..


sch is hard..bt im persevering…!alot of things nids 2 b learned n absorb!…


my bby goin to school soon.. can’t wait to see her in uniform..cfrm cute nye. hahaha bby hope you study hard be good.. you always have my support dear.. no need to worry, if thing getting hard on you just remember i’m always be there for u.


we both have our way to lead out our life.. from the day i look at you.. i knw that i’m goin to be true to you.. no matter what happen i promise myself that i’m goin to love you ira.. i’m just very in love with you.. yes i’m weak it true, when ever i look at you, my heart keep goin faster.. but i will do anything to be with you.. i have been waiting all my life to meet someone like you.. i know that i’m nothing close to perfect, but i love u make me blind.. and i don’t really care. But now that u giving up on me.. what should i do? loving you everyday is like my daliy routin. if u fall, i will give u my hand so u could hold on and i will pull you out from danger.. but if thing have to get worst.. i will exchange my place with you… i will die for you. maybe one day you could really understand why i’m in love with you. its a heart break when u said that you better of begin single. my heart keep falling faster. i prove to you many time that you are my only one.. can’t you see that i can’t really do anything without in my heart or mine mind. you heart are gold and loving you with my soul.. and will give anything to be with you. i might not show you my true love before towards you.. coz i’m keeping till the right timing.. i’m scared of the tot of you leaving me.. just remember how much i love you b.. coz what i said now is coming out from my heart.. even i hurt me.. but i think you should know even i could drop down n i cried my heart out.. i’m sorry for what i’ve done.. i’m really sorry from the bottom of my heart and my soul.. I love you so much syahirah. -azam-


I pray hard everyday.. make sure u are alright, but when u get sick i will get worried.. i feel like i can’t take care of you.. bby pls eat your med.. i don’t like seeing you this way.. don’t force youself. when u tired take a rest, when u sleepy take a nap aite b.. hopefully you get well soon.. miss you love you alot!!! -azam-


im gonna gif eu d bestest feeling eu nvr feel b4!hahaha


i lurf ma busuk so much!busuk?guess i found eu a new name abyy…bt eu’ll still b ma pbg!hahaha


i’m ready…r eu?